A Triumphant Mom
I sat on the edge of the bed, wrinkled tissue in hand. “Why me?”
I had asked that question with every tick tock of the clock during sleepless nights.
At 31, a hereditary retinal disease robbed my eyesight completely. It pulled a dark curtain of devastation and sorrow into my life and erased any hope I had of being a productive mom to my three, five, and seven-year-old sons.
One day, as self-pity was visiting again, a close friend called.
“Just checking on you,” she said. “How are you doing?”
I wasn’t doing. My life looked dark in every way and the tasks of a blind mom were too much for me.
“Okay, I guess,” I lied.
Then she said something profound. Something that opened the eyes of my heart and changed everything.
“If you think about it,” she said, “your kids are really God’s children. He is their Father and He’s in charge of all big and small things.”
I wiped my tears, inhaled a deep sigh, and let that truth sink into my heart. It brought the encouragement I needed to sweep away those “poor-me” notions, and sparked a renewed passion to care for my sons.
Now with a brighter outlook and a sweet love for my role as their mom, I compiled my own list of what makes a “good” mom:
- A Mom who knows mistakes will be corrected in the hands of a loving God.
- A Mom who goes to sleep at night with dishes still in the sink, but a bedtime story in her kid’s heart.
- A Mom who knows perfection will happen on the other side of heaven.
- A Mom who sees her kid’s weaknesses and still smiles at his strengths.
- A Mom who places guilt in the garbage disposal of life.
- A Mom who leaves fingerprints on the glass door to place an imprint of love in her kid’s heart.
- A Mom who looks in the mirror and smiles because she is molding one of the leaders of tomorrow.
- A Mom who picks shoes off the floor, thankful her kids can walk.
- A Mom who listens to endless chatter, thankful her kids can talk.
- A Mom who’s signed a partnership with God.
- A Mom who stirs this sweetener in the coffee cup of her heart: “I can do all things through the Christ who strengthens me.” (Philippians 4:13)
And while she drops exhausted in bed at the end of the day, truth shines through: It’s not the items checked off on the to-do list, accomplishments managed, the applause never heard or the help always needed; but it’s the certainty that echoes in her heart, that her true greatness is in the Father’s eyes, her sorrows are in His heart and her triumphs are in His plans.
Sit Down and Be Seen by Jesus
by Shawn McEvoy, crosswalk.com
He went up on a mountainside and sat down… and he began to teach them… (Matt. 5:1-2)
I don’t really appreciate the way I learned the Beatitudes.
I’m in my late forties now and I think I’m only starting to understand what’s happening in this passage at the beginning of The Sermon on the Mount, courtesy of a fantastic sermon and sweet, wonderful context.
I’ve been able to rotely rattle off “Blessed are the poor in spirit… blessed are those who mourn… blessed are the meek” for decades. Because I was given that passage to memorize as a church child. And it sounded deep, and beautiful, but also a little empty and off. I’d learned that Matthew 5:2-12 was a passage known as The Beatitudes, and that the word “blessed” repeated nine times here meant “happy.”
But the people listed here didn’t sound very happy to me. More than that, knowing these words came from Jesus, it sounded as if The Lord was commanding his followers to be downcast mourners and peacemakers, meekly persecuted. One of those examples of upside-down living in the Kingdom of God that we know were part of Christ’s teaching.
I don’t think that’s what this text is showing, though.
Think about where this passage appears. These are the FIRST WORDS of The Sermon on the Mount. The very beginning. The first thing Jesus has to say after he “saw the crowds” from Galilee, the Decapolis, Jerusalem, Judea and the region across the Jordan referenced at the end of Chapter 4. He’d been teaching and healing and proclaiming the good news, and many are gathering.
And what kind of people are in this crowd? I think we know. We know because this is the Introduction to the largest uninterrupted session of teaching we have recorded from Jesus. And in an introduction, it’s common to address your audience directly.
Our Lord, we’re told, sees the crowds. He goes to a higher place from which to see them, then sits down and rests among them. I can imagine a lot of eye contact and a few deep breaths before Christ, who sees into their souls and knows every cell of their bodies, speaks right to their hearts and the issues of their life that have brought them to his feet. He gestures to a group gathered nearby and says, “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”
What a strange way to start a sermon.
Unless it’s actually the most beautiful way to speak to someone there could possibly be.
Who are the “poor in spirit,” after all? I never really knew, until I heard a sermon about this Sermon during a time I was being treated for anxiety and depression. For the first time in my life, I certainly related to being “poor in spirit.”
And Jesus continues his way around the crowd, next finding those who are mourning. His heart breaks for them, too. Maybe then he sees someone meek shyly lurking near the edge. He knows some are there because they have a deep and wounded sense of justice, longing for truth and righteousness. He finds some rich in mercy who may be downtrodden or taken advantage of in life. He sees the pure and the peacemakers, and knows the loneliness these types can experience, but tells them they will see God and be called children – part of his family. And finally, the persecuted, the cast-out, the misfits, who dare to seek him out anyway.
He sees and addresses them all, all these types who are drawn to want to know God.
HE SEES THEM. He sees you. Before Jesus has anything else to say, he sees you. And what’s more, he knows what you’re going through. He knows that whether you are pure in heart or poor in spirit, that very condition has brought you to him in a way thirsting for self or needing nothing could never do.
And he wants you to know: not only do I see you, not only has your character or your current life situation brought you to me, but I have a nugget for each and every one of you, a warm blanket to your chill, a silver lining to your cloud.
You, poor in spirit, you feel ill at ease in this world. Jesus sees you, and wants you to know, yours is the Kingdom of Heaven. A time is coming when you’ll know peace and a deep, rich purpose. There is reason to hold fast in faith.
You, mourner, you feel abandoned and lost. But Jesus sees you and wants you to know: lean into those who will pamper you, cry with you, feed you and comfort you. That’s a good, good feeling, and one you’ll certainly be able to reciprocate to others in turn.
You, feeling meek, mild, powerless. Jesus sees you. He knows things aren’t easy, but he wants you to know you have an inheritance! The meek in the world are given nothing. Jesus says he plans to give them everything. Talk about a silver lining.
You, the merciful, Jesus sees you. He knows your forgiving heart, and he knows maybe this causes you to feel walked over at times. He also knows you will be shown mercy for having treated others as you would want to be treated.
It goes on and on like that through the list.
Before Jesus teaches anything, he lets you know he sees you there ready to learn from him, that he appreciates how this very thing has brought you to him, and that there is a wee bit of good news on the flip side of your coin.
What a difference! This is far less a command for how to be, and much more a recognition and empowerment of how those who come to Christ already are.
Take a rest on this hillside now and go through The Beatitudes again calmly, quietly, with wisdom and insight, considering what it was that first brought you to the feet of Jesus. And how that very condition has caused you to be called blessed.
“You are now about to … dispossess nations greater and stronger than you … The LORD your God is the one who goes across ahead of you like a devouring fire … he will subdue them before you. And you will drive them out.” – Deuteronomy 9:1, 3 NIV
As the Israelites prepared to enter the Promised Land, Moses gave them a realistic glimpse of what they would face. They would face not just opposition, but they would also face nations that were great and strong. His purpose was not to frighten them but rather to prepare them and give them insight into the challenges ahead.
They also needed to realize why it was important to obey and trust Him and to believe Him if they desired victory. They were not to be afraid, for He would go before them “like a devouring fire.”
Like the Israelites, we may face people who seem greater and stronger. Our challenges can seem impossible. Our obstacles can seem overwhelming. In these situations, the Bible reminds us why we must never be afraid even if we face giant problems. Instead, we continually must trust in God and have faith that He goes ahead of us into every situation.
The Bible assures us that God wants us to receive more of His blessings and be victorious in every situation. Don’t be discouraged no matter the size of the opposition you face. Don’t give in to fear even if the challenge seems impossible. Believe His Word, and remain faithful to His call. Remember, He is going ahead of you into every situation. Commit your way to Him. Trust Him to lead you to blessing and victory!